This is my journey to become a healthier me. It began on January 26, 2010 and stalled out... I got a type 2 diabetes diagnosis on March 30, 2022 and started to focus on my health again. On November 8, 2022 I added Ozempic to my toolbox to help me shed some pounds and inches!

Monday, August 26, 2024

Week 94 Weigh In

 Well, I think we have conclusively proved that cortisol and other stress hormones do prevent weight loss even when you're within a calorie deficit and exercising. I made it to the gym on 4 days last week and worked out hard and I was within my calorie range and instead I am up several pounds. I would love to say we can just accept this as proved and move onto something else now. I don't need any more testing of this hypothesis and I'd like to get back to weight loss, please!

Really, it's hard enough just keeping on with the exercise and the staying in a deficit; much harder than it normally would be when all I want to do is comfort eat and stay in bed. Life hasn't been kind lately and I've been dealing with yet another family member being hospitalized unexpectedly. Regaining this weight when I've been working so damn hard to stop myself from backsliding feels like insult to injury.

But there really isn't anything more to be done about it. I can't control the shit sandwich that life is handing me. I can't control what my hormones are doing, beyond taking my medication as prescribed. All I can control is what I eat (and within reason; I do not wish to develop any further sort of eating disorder), and how much I move my body. And if it takes a while for them to catch up and start showing results, there really isn't anything that I can do about it other than to keep putting one foot in front of the other.

It's disappointing, and frustrating, and feels like another kick when I'm already down, but I'm not going to fall back into a hole. Right about now, taking care of my body feels like one of the only self care methods I have available to me. I want to keep going to the gym, even if it's hard and tiring. I want to build back up to the weights I was lifting before. I want to see the muscle definition in my body improve so at least I can see that I'm doing something positive for myself.

And so- off to the gym. Today is a resistance day, and I'll do my best.




OZ Week 53 gain: 1.4 lbs continuing dose at 0.75mg
OZ Week 55 gain: 1.6 lbs
OZ Week 56 loss: 0.6 lbs
OZ Week 57 loss: 2.0 lbs
OZ Week 58 loss: 2.4 lbs
OZ Week 61 gain: 5.4 lbs
OZ Week 62 loss: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 63 loss: 3.0 lbs
OZ Week 64 loss: 1.0 lb
OZ Week 65 loss: 0.4 lbs
OZ Week 66 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 67 loss: 0 lbs
OZ Week 68 loss: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 69 gain: 0.2 lbs
OZ Week 70 gain: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 71 loss: 2.4 lbs
OZ Week 72 loss: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 73 loss: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 74 loss: 1.0 lb
OZ Week 75 loss: 0.8 lb
OS Week 76 gain: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 77 loss: 5.0 lbs
OZ Week 78 gain: 0.4 lbs
OZ Week 79 loss: 4.0 lbs
OZ Week 80-87: on hiatus due to grief
OZ Week 88 gain: 9.4 lbs
OZ Week 89 loss: 0.4 lbs raised dose to 0.85mg
OZ Week 90 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 91 loss: 5.2 lbs
OZ Week 92 gain: 0.6 lbs
OZ Week 93: no weigh in
OZ Week 94: gain 2.2 lbs

Total loss on Ozempic so far: 82.2 lbs

Monday, August 12, 2024

Week 92 Weigh In!

 I was pretty much expecting a rebound gain after losing so much last week and I was really pleased to see how small it was! At least it signifies that I'm back heading in the right direction again.

I've been focusing on counting calories again and paying attention to my macros this week. I'm not sure though if I had side effects cropping up at this point or if I've been a bit under the weather, but I was extra fatigued and nauseous, which made it difficult for me to go to F45. I didn't want to make anyone else sick if I was contagious so I mostly stayed home and just went for a couple of walks to get some movement in.

Lately I've also had some issues with what may be the sulphur burps I've read some people experience? In all my time on Ozempic I've never had any, but this past week I've had the tight and bloated feeling in my stomach and I feel relieved when I burp. That being said, it doesn't taste like sulphur so maybe it was just a random sort of thing. I feel like it would be odd to get a brand new side effect at 92 weeks with no dose change, but I suppose stranger things have happened! I wanted to document it anyway in case it is helpful to me or someone else down the road.

However, I already went to the gym today, so that's checked off my list! It was a weights day and it was good to be back. I still don't love it but my body does, and at this point in my life, my body wins out over me being lazy!

I need to focus the next couple of months since I know I'm going to indulge during the holidays and birthday season, and my gym attendance might be spottier with the terrible weather. My HealthyWager comes due in April, and I need to win that money! I have 18lbs left to lose which doesn't sound like much, but given that I have another family member whose health is on the decline and the holidays coming, I want to stay focused so that when I have struggles it won't cost me too much time.

Keeping my dose at 0.85mg since it seems to be working well! I'll save that last bump to 1mg for later- hopefully when I get much closer to goal. My wager pays off at 129.8 lbs lost, my ticker here is set for 135.2 lbs lost, and I'm wondering if I'll want to lose a little bit more when all is said and done. I've never had muscle on my body before though, so I have no idea how it will affect my size and weight as I get smaller. My trainer tells me not to focus on the scale because I might end up heavier than I think I should be if I keep training hard. So for now, I'm just playing it by ear and I'll see what works out. I have to get low enough to win the wager- everything else, we'll see what weight my body likes and if it makes sense to keep trying to lose weight or to focus on muscular and strength gains. One day at a time!




OZ Week 53 gain: 1.4 lbs continuing dose at 0.75mg
OZ Week 55 gain: 1.6 lbs
OZ Week 56 loss: 0.6 lbs
OZ Week 57 loss: 2.0 lbs
OZ Week 58 loss: 2.4 lbs
OZ Week 61 gain: 5.4 lbs
OZ Week 62 loss: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 63 loss: 3.0 lbs
OZ Week 64 loss: 1.0 lb
OZ Week 65 loss: 0.4 lbs
OZ Week 66 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 67 loss: 0 lbs
OZ Week 68 loss: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 69 gain: 0.2 lbs
OZ Week 70 gain: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 71 loss: 2.4 lbs
OZ Week 72 loss: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 73 loss: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 74 loss: 1.0 lb
OZ Week 75 loss: 0.8 lb
OS Week 76 gain: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 77 loss: 5.0 lbs
OZ Week 78 gain: 0.4 lbs
OZ Week 79 loss: 4.0 lbs
OZ Week 80-87: on hiatus due to grief
OZ Week 88 gain: 9.4 lbs
OZ Week 89 loss: 0.4 lbs raised dose to 0.85mg
OZ Week 90 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 91 loss: 5.2 lbs
OZ Week 92 gain: 0.6 lbs

Total loss on Ozempic so far: 84.4 lbs

Monday, August 5, 2024

Week 91 Weigh In!

 Well, it's nice to get that bit of a boost! It still hasn't been a stellar year but honestly, I'm not too fussed. Down is still down and beats the alternative. 85lbs in 91 weeks is good weight loss! The rate just took a drop off in the second year, which only makes sense. Weight loss isn't linear, even if we like to think of it like that.

Some of the fat I gained during my grief weeks is disappearing off my stomach again, which is great. I've still got a layer of fat on my belly, but my abs are getting more defined underneath it like they were at the end of the F45 challenge. I don't think I can sustain six days a week long term because that took a lot of time and focus, but I would like to do 4-5 days a week regularly if I can.





OZ Week 53 gain: 1.4 lbs continuing dose at 0.75mg
OZ Week 55 gain: 1.6 lbs
OZ Week 56 loss: 0.6 lbs
OZ Week 57 loss: 2.0 lbs
OZ Week 58 loss: 2.4 lbs
OZ Week 61 gain: 5.4 lbs
OZ Week 62 loss: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 63 loss: 3.0 lbs
OZ Week 64 loss: 1.0 lb
OZ Week 65 loss: 0.4 lbs
OZ Week 66 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 67 loss: 0 lbs
OZ Week 68 loss: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 69 gain: 0.2 lbs
OZ Week 70 gain: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 71 loss: 2.4 lbs
OZ Week 72 loss: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 73 loss: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 74 loss: 1.0 lb
OZ Week 75 loss: 0.8 lb
OS Week 76 gain: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 77 loss: 5.0 lbs
OZ Week 78 gain: 0.4 lbs
OZ Week 79 loss: 4.0 lbs
OZ Week 80-87: on hiatus due to grief
OZ Week 88 gain: 9.4 lbs
OZ Week 89 loss: 0.4 lbs raised dose to 0.85mg
OZ Week 90 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 91 loss: 5.2 lbs

Total loss on Ozempic so far: 85 lbs