This is my journey to become a healthier me. It began on January 26, 2010 and stalled out... I got a type 2 diabetes diagnosis on March 30, 2022 and started to focus on my health again. On November 8, 2022 I added Ozempic to my toolbox to help me shed some pounds and inches!

Monday, November 4, 2024

Two Year Weigh In

 



This has been, by far, the worst year of my life. The fact that I'm still standing and still managed to lose weight is not inspirational. This is not a motivational post. It's simply been about survival.

That being said, I've still come a long way, and I'm proud that I'm doing my best, even if my best can fluctuate from day to day. Here is a before pic, and a current one.





Yup, you can see that loose skin hanging on my arms. It's also on my belly and thighs, and yes that's with strength training and collagen and whatever else they recommend. Do I love it? No. Am I much happier to have loose skin than taut skin filled with fat? Heck yes- not even a question. It's always possible it will tighten a bit over time and with continued weightlifting, but it's not my priority.

Was this the kind of weight loss I wanted to see this year? In isolation, no- of course not! I was hoping to be at my goal weight by now. Given the year I've had? I think it's bloody amazing that I lost any weight at all and didn't put myself back on the track to regaining.

In May, I lost my life partner suddenly and unexpectedly, and I have a parent in palliative care and I'm expecting a phone call any day now. I still have my child to care for, and trying to take care of myself too when I'm deeply grieving has been beyond difficult. Weight loss at this point has become one of the least important things in my life. 

I have tried to solve as much as I can. I don't have the emotional or physical energy to cook or plan meals, so I've been ordering meals from Factor so that I have something reasonably healthy I can grab from the fridge without having to meal plan/grocery shop/mise en place/cook/clean and then still have to want to eat at the end of it. I'm 100% sure that having food I could just grab that isn't fast food/horribly unhealthy frozen food is one of the main reasons I haven't gained back a lot of my weight.

Secondly, I'm looking at F45 as a coping mechanism at this point. Going to the gym lets me forget, for that 45ish minutes a day, all the pain and sadness in my life and instead I get to focus in the very purest sense, simply on breathing. Seriously, because apparently my body actually does forget to breathe when I'm weightlifting and I need to be reminded!

My body still hasn't made a full recovery from all the damage that grief has inflicted. As I've said in previous posts, I found it shocking what kind of physical impact grief and stress hormones actually have on the body; while you read about it, it's kind of hard to believe and accept that it's not purely psychological. When my partner died, I immediately lost so much physical strength that I had to drop the weights I was lifting to about half of what they were before. It's been nearly six months now, and I was just starting to get back to that level again when my parent went downhill much more rapidly than expected and while the hit wasn't as bad as before since this was at least on my radar, it has set back my progress. Instead of using the weight I'm lifting as my progress monitor though, I'm instead just making sure I show up. 

Regardless of how my body is responding to stress, which is not something that's in my control- neither are the stress hormones that affect the scale- I can control the choice to go to the gym or not. And whether or not I can lift heavy, whether or not I get endorphins (I usually don't anymore, which I think is the grief and depression), I still get that short window of reprieve where all I have to focus on is that next 30 or 45 or 60 second set, and just breathing. 

That being said, I have hit a couple of milestones at F45 that I'm proud of. Just yesterday, I was doing a set that incorporated pushups, and the trainer said to me that the progress I've made since I started is incredible. She said it's too bad I don't have a video of me doing a pushup when I started to compare it to now. Before, I was doing pushups on my knees and still struggling. Now, I can do pushups on my feet. They're not perfect, and when I get tired I still do drop to my knees, but my form is much better and most of the time I can finish the station on my feet. Secondly, I did my first chin up just yesterday! Granted, I was using resistance bands for additional support, but I managed to get my chin over the damn bar, and that's a heck of a lot more than I could do when I first started. It's a pretty awesome improvement, and I'm going to keep working at it.

I have abs! I find that kind of crazy, since with as much body fat as I still have, I'd figure they'd be covered up. Also, I still have a pretty weak core and struggle with quite a few movements. But looking at myself in workout gear leaves no ability to deny there has been a change in my body, even with my dysmorphia.



In other nonscale victories, I'm down a few more clothing sizes. I'm not quite to the very bottom of my smallest clothes yet, but I'm getting there. I'm wearing jeans from the late 90s/early 2000s and my main lament is that the pockets definitely are NOT designed for smartphones! That being said, I like the fit better than a lot of jeans I've seen out there, so I'm going to keep these as long as they're still fitting. Love my Gap 1969s! 

My diabetes is in remission; my last A1C was 4.9 which isn't even at risk; it's a normal, healthy A1C. My blood pressure is down. My cholesterol is down. All the markers my doctor was monitoring are becoming healthier. BMI is still obese at 31.9, which I find kind of crazy, but there it is. I am not sure I'll even get down to their healthy range, especially with the weightlifting, but we'll see how it goes. I would like to at least be into the "overweight" category rather than "obese".

The only part where I'm even really paying attention to the scale is so that I don't lose my HealthyWager. I won my first wager last year, and placed a second one because I knew I was going to be able to keep up my healthier habits this time. That being said, I had no idea this year was going to bring so much trauma, and I'm beyond grateful that I kept my goal fairly conservative. I still have concerns about reaching it in time given that I can't control the damage that stress hormones are doing and will continue to do to my body. I still have 16lbs to lose by the end of April 2025, and the holidays are looming. I guess we'll see how it goes. I'm already struggling with the idea of the holidays missing two pillars of my life, and I don't think that further restriction will be mentally healthy for me. That being said, I don't want to eat myself into a food coma, either. That's how I got to where I was in the first place, and I'm never going back to that. So, I'm back to taking things one day at a time and doing the best that I can. Baby steps can take you a long way- as you can see from those photos above! 

I'm still taking a dose of 0.85mg, and I haven't felt the need to increase it. I have gotten food noise on bad grief days, but I don't think that's abnormal. I didn't realize I've only increased by 0.10mg this year though. At some point I will raise to 1mg- possibly after the New Year so I can really buckle down to win my wager. My side effects are very minor at this point. I occasionally have a small bout of nausea, but sucking on sugarfree mints always takes care of it. Occasional minor constipation. My main side effects were headaches and nausea, and both are fairly rare now. I never vomited or had sulphur burps or anything like that, partly which I think has been due to my very slow progression with dose increase. I'm glad that I chose to increase more slowly, as it's been this far and I haven't even reached the therapeutic dose yet, which hopefully will give me a boost when I need it.




OZ Year 2 loss: 19.8 lbs

OZ Week 53 gain: 1.4 lbs continuing dose at 0.75mg
OZ Week 55 gain: 1.6 lbs
OZ Week 56 loss: 0.6 lbs
OZ Week 57 loss: 2.0 lbs
OZ Week 58 loss: 2.4 lbs
OZ Week 61 gain: 5.4 lbs
OZ Week 62 loss: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 63 loss: 3.0 lbs
OZ Week 64 loss: 1.0 lb
OZ Week 65 loss: 0.4 lbs
OZ Week 66 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 67 loss: 0 lbs
OZ Week 68 loss: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 69 gain: 0.2 lbs
OZ Week 70 gain: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 71 loss: 2.4 lbs
OZ Week 72 loss: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 73 loss: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 74 loss: 1.0 lb
OZ Week 75 loss: 0.8 lb
OS Week 76 gain: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 77 loss: 5.0 lbs
OZ Week 78 gain: 0.4 lbs
OZ Week 79 loss: 4.0 lbs
OZ Week 80-87: on hiatus due to grief
OZ Week 88 gain: 9.4 lbs
OZ Week 89 loss: 0.4 lbs raised dose to 0.85mg
OZ Week 90 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 91 loss: 5.2 lbs
OZ Week 92 gain: 0.6 lbs
OZ Week 93: no weigh in
OZ Week 94: gain: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 95 loss: 1.0 lb
OZ Week 96 loss: 0.2 lb
OZ Week 97 loss: 3 lbs
OZ Week 98 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 99 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 100 gain: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 101: no weigh in
OZ Week 102 loss: 0.6 lbs
OZ Week 103: no weigh in
OZ Week 104 gain: 1.6 lbs

Total loss on Ozempic so far: 87.2 lbs

Total loss since I started trying to lose weight: 114.2 lbs


Monday, October 28, 2024

Week 103

 I can't call this a weigh in post, because I'm not weighing in. Much as I hate the timing since next week is two years, some things in life are out of my control. Most things, honestly.

I just lost another very dear person in my life. Grief is overwhelming. It's hard to keep putting one foot in front of the other, let alone anything else.

I'll update when I can. This year... it's been awful.




OZ Week 53 gain: 1.4 lbs continuing dose at 0.75mg
OZ Week 55 gain: 1.6 lbs
OZ Week 56 loss: 0.6 lbs
OZ Week 57 loss: 2.0 lbs
OZ Week 58 loss: 2.4 lbs
OZ Week 61 gain: 5.4 lbs
OZ Week 62 loss: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 63 loss: 3.0 lbs
OZ Week 64 loss: 1.0 lb
OZ Week 65 loss: 0.4 lbs
OZ Week 66 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 67 loss: 0 lbs
OZ Week 68 loss: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 69 gain: 0.2 lbs
OZ Week 70 gain: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 71 loss: 2.4 lbs
OZ Week 72 loss: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 73 loss: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 74 loss: 1.0 lb
OZ Week 75 loss: 0.8 lb
OS Week 76 gain: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 77 loss: 5.0 lbs
OZ Week 78 gain: 0.4 lbs
OZ Week 79 loss: 4.0 lbs
OZ Week 80-87: on hiatus due to grief
OZ Week 88 gain: 9.4 lbs
OZ Week 89 loss: 0.4 lbs raised dose to 0.85mg
OZ Week 90 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 91 loss: 5.2 lbs
OZ Week 92 gain: 0.6 lbs
OZ Week 93: no weigh in
OZ Week 94: gain: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 95 loss: 1.0 lb
OZ Week 96 loss: 0.2 lb
OZ Week 97 loss: 3 lbs
OZ Week 98 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 99 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 100 gain: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 101: no weigh in
OZ Week 102 loss: 0.6 lbs
OZ Week 103: no weigh in

Total loss on Ozempic so far: 88.8 lbs


Monday, October 21, 2024

Week 102 Weigh In

 Grief and stress hormones sure are fun, aren't they? The week counter is right; I didn't post a weigh in last week. Between my emotional struggles with missing family members at Thanksgiving and another family member going into hospice care this past week, the number on the scale has been by far the least of my concerns. 

I really am tired of everything being so stressful. It feels like I'll never catch a break. It's the beginning of the day and I'm already exhausted.

While I haven't been overeating and I have still been going to the gym (thank you F45 for starting the Fall Frenzy challenge!), it can be hard to lose weight when you're under stress and not sleeping well. This past month has been far from ideal for weight loss, and I've got to get things moving again so I win my HealthyWager. Grief or no grief, that's a lot of money and I've got to finish it.

Today is the start of week two in Fall Frenzy. It's not as intense as 45 Strong, thankfully. Fall Frenzy has no other requirements than doing workouts a minimum of four days a week, and you can also earn one extra point by doing the bonus challenge that they email you. I haven't seen this week's challenge yet but I hope it's attainable. This is a team challenge so I guess it'll be interesting to see how it shakes out but all I can do is my best. It goes until November 24.

I'd like to see a little more loss before I hit the two year marker, but if my body is stubborn there won't be much I can do. I don't think I'm ready to go up to 1mg yet but I'll consider it. I haven't really been hungrier than usual or craving more, so not sure I see the point. It looks like I was generally losing well since I increased to 0.85mg so I don't think dose is the problem. Diet is mostly on point, at least following the 80/20 rule. And I've been working out. So eventually if I keep doing what I'm doing things will pick up again. If only the damn cortisol would let go of me a little bit. Or maybe if life got a little bit better- that would be really nice. I'm not sure how much pain I can take in one year.




OZ Week 53 gain: 1.4 lbs continuing dose at 0.75mg
OZ Week 55 gain: 1.6 lbs
OZ Week 56 loss: 0.6 lbs
OZ Week 57 loss: 2.0 lbs
OZ Week 58 loss: 2.4 lbs
OZ Week 61 gain: 5.4 lbs
OZ Week 62 loss: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 63 loss: 3.0 lbs
OZ Week 64 loss: 1.0 lb
OZ Week 65 loss: 0.4 lbs
OZ Week 66 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 67 loss: 0 lbs
OZ Week 68 loss: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 69 gain: 0.2 lbs
OZ Week 70 gain: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 71 loss: 2.4 lbs
OZ Week 72 loss: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 73 loss: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 74 loss: 1.0 lb
OZ Week 75 loss: 0.8 lb
OS Week 76 gain: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 77 loss: 5.0 lbs
OZ Week 78 gain: 0.4 lbs
OZ Week 79 loss: 4.0 lbs
OZ Week 80-87: on hiatus due to grief
OZ Week 88 gain: 9.4 lbs
OZ Week 89 loss: 0.4 lbs raised dose to 0.85mg
OZ Week 90 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 91 loss: 5.2 lbs
OZ Week 92 gain: 0.6 lbs
OZ Week 93: no weigh in
OZ Week 94: gain: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 95 loss: 1.0 lb
OZ Week 96 loss: 0.2 lb
OZ Week 97 loss: 3 lbs
OZ Week 98 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 99 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 100 gain: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 101- no weigh in
OZ Week 102 loss: 0.6 lbs

Total loss on Ozempic so far: 88.8 lbs


Monday, October 7, 2024

Week 100 Weigh In

 Well, this week my diet was definitely not on point. As a matter of fact it was the saltiest week I've had in ages, and definitely not ideal in terms of total calories, either. Honestly though, I don't feel bad about it. This week felt like part of normal life. I didn't binge or overeat; just ate sensible portions of what was on offer, and I enjoyed every bite of the food. I'm sure some of this gain is water retention and I'll do my best to flush it away, and some of it is legitimate and I'll do my best to work it off.

It's interesting though; before I started working out, even one day being derailed would cause a weight fluctuation for me. This time? I had four days of really salty food plus some higher calorie days and only a minor fluctuation. I really believe that all the working out I'm doing is kickstarting my metabolism back into shape so it can function more like a normal person's, and that would be great.

This week is Thanksgiving, but other than that, time to get back on track. One day at a time!




OZ Week 53 gain: 1.4 lbs continuing dose at 0.75mg
OZ Week 55 gain: 1.6 lbs
OZ Week 56 loss: 0.6 lbs
OZ Week 57 loss: 2.0 lbs
OZ Week 58 loss: 2.4 lbs
OZ Week 61 gain: 5.4 lbs
OZ Week 62 loss: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 63 loss: 3.0 lbs
OZ Week 64 loss: 1.0 lb
OZ Week 65 loss: 0.4 lbs
OZ Week 66 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 67 loss: 0 lbs
OZ Week 68 loss: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 69 gain: 0.2 lbs
OZ Week 70 gain: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 71 loss: 2.4 lbs
OZ Week 72 loss: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 73 loss: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 74 loss: 1.0 lb
OZ Week 75 loss: 0.8 lb
OS Week 76 gain: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 77 loss: 5.0 lbs
OZ Week 78 gain: 0.4 lbs
OZ Week 79 loss: 4.0 lbs
OZ Week 80-87: on hiatus due to grief
OZ Week 88 gain: 9.4 lbs
OZ Week 89 loss: 0.4 lbs raised dose to 0.85mg
OZ Week 90 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 91 loss: 5.2 lbs
OZ Week 92 gain: 0.6 lbs
OZ Week 93: no weigh in
OZ Week 94: gain: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 95 loss: 1.0 lb
OZ Week 96 loss: 0.2 lb
OZ Week 97 loss: 3 lbs
OZ Week 98 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 99 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 100 gain: 1.8 lbs

Total loss on Ozempic so far: 88.2 lbs

Monday, September 30, 2024

Week 99 Weigh In!

 Well, slowly coming up on two years. Kind of crazy how time can move both so quickly and so slowly at the same time. Perception is a weird thing.

I've been doing okay with my gym attendance this past week! I managed to go five times which I think is great. It's still not easy to go- as I mentioned in my last entry, I still definitely don't love exercise. But I am managing to make it into part of my routine where it's just the expectation that I go. 

I'm finding it hard to write today. I'm happy with the loss this week because certainly anything over a pound at this stage in my weight loss journey is fantastic. I do feel that it's because of the gym more than anything else though. I know they say you can't out-exercise a bad diet and they're right, but I feel like the exercise I'm doing is giving my metabolism enough of a boost that it's healing and coming back online to the way that it should. Maybe that isn't accurate; I remember watching the Biggest Loser when I was younger and reading followups that showed that those contestants still had permanent metabolic damage years later and were burning fewer calories than people of their age and sex and weight who had never been obese. Either way though, the scale is moving and I'm eating more calories than I used to in my previous weight loss journey back in 2010 when I started this blog!

Nutrisystem generally allowed for a 1400-1600 calorie diet when you were 100lbs or more over your goal weight, and 1200-1400 when you had less than that to lose. They said if you were really active you could add an extra 200ish calories to your plan. Then again, I remember the "gold standard" back then was the 1200 calorie diet for weight loss, so it only makes sense that was the recommendation. Now, I'm eating 1700-1900ish calories daily, balanced but with an emphasis on protein, and still losing weight. I also have more muscle than I've ever had at any time in my life, which is great. If I wasn't still taking in sufficient calories I wouldn't be building muscle. Hopefully there is also some body recomposition taking place! I've noticed when I'm bent over at the gym that I notice my stomach kind of sagging in ways it didn't before, so I think that I'm losing fat in my stomach and the skin is getting looser. I don't particularly love the way that looks, but I'd rather by far have saggy skin than skin taut with fat, so I guess we'll see how it goes in time.

In the meantime, I'm continuing with the philosophy to eat as many calories as I can daily while still losing weight, as this is supposed to be the best for your metabolism and ongoing maintenance once you finish losing weight. I'd much rather eat more and lose more slowly but keep it off than eat 1200 calories and regain it all as soon as I put a french fry in my mouth! This isn't a journey to the finish line; that's just another starting point.





OZ Week 53 gain: 1.4 lbs continuing dose at 0.75mg
OZ Week 55 gain: 1.6 lbs
OZ Week 56 loss: 0.6 lbs
OZ Week 57 loss: 2.0 lbs
OZ Week 58 loss: 2.4 lbs
OZ Week 61 gain: 5.4 lbs
OZ Week 62 loss: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 63 loss: 3.0 lbs
OZ Week 64 loss: 1.0 lb
OZ Week 65 loss: 0.4 lbs
OZ Week 66 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 67 loss: 0 lbs
OZ Week 68 loss: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 69 gain: 0.2 lbs
OZ Week 70 gain: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 71 loss: 2.4 lbs
OZ Week 72 loss: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 73 loss: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 74 loss: 1.0 lb
OZ Week 75 loss: 0.8 lb
OS Week 76 gain: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 77 loss: 5.0 lbs
OZ Week 78 gain: 0.4 lbs
OZ Week 79 loss: 4.0 lbs
OZ Week 80-87: on hiatus due to grief
OZ Week 88 gain: 9.4 lbs
OZ Week 89 loss: 0.4 lbs raised dose to 0.85mg
OZ Week 90 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 91 loss: 5.2 lbs
OZ Week 92 gain: 0.6 lbs
OZ Week 93: no weigh in
OZ Week 94: gain: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 95 loss: 1.0 lb
OZ Week 96 loss: 0.2 lb
OZ Week 97 loss: 3 lbs
OZ Week 98 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 99 loss: 1.8 lbs

Total loss on Ozempic so far: 90 lbs

Tuesday, September 24, 2024

Still Dislike Exercise!

 I have to admit that I'm envious of people who feel good when they exercise and enjoy getting their sweat on. Here I am, sitting at my computer over a year into my exercise journey and I still had to make myself go change into my gym clothes and listen to my brain whine "I don't wanna go!"

So I said to myself, OK, you don't have to go. No one is making you go. So underneath all that whining was recognition that I did in fact, want to go. I just apparently also wanted to whine about it!

Just like the food we choose every day; no one is sitting there policing every bite that goes into our mouths. No one is forcing us to go to the gym and exercise. Thankfully! Can you imagine how horrible that would be?? At some point though, it has to be important enough to ourselves to make generally good decisions. That doesn't mean eating only grilled chicken salads or exercising for hours every day, because that can be just as disordered as living on fast food and never getting off the sofa. But finding a balance that works for us is the key to making this sustainable.

So I still have to leave space for those acknowledgements that I don't love going to the gym and getting sweaty. That sometimes I'll get endorphins and feel positive about my workouts, but a lot of the times (like today!) I don't. I do it anyway because it's self care, and that's something I've been woefully short on lately.

It's okay not to enjoy exercise. There's loads of advice out there to find something you do like, but it's possible there won't be anything that you actually find fun. It's okay to do it anyway even if it's not fun. You don't have to love it to tough it out and do it anyway. That doesn't mean it's wrong for you just because you don't like it.

Grab your gym shoes, give your body a little love, and do it anyway.

Monday, September 23, 2024

Week 98 Weigh In!

 



Well, I've finally hit a new low. Funny how that statement fits in more ways than one. Grief is still making me struggle but having the weight loss plateau in addition was feeling like adding insult to injury. I did manage to go to the gym last week but only once. I have still been recovering from being sick and my energy levels have been lower. The one workout I did though was definitely a good one though. It's called Angry Birds and it had an upper body pod, a lower body pod, and a core pod. I was really feeling it by the end of the day. I also managed to be push pressing a heavier barbell for my three sets than I ever have for that period of time. I guess I am getting stronger, which is what I really want anyway.

I have noticed food has been harder than usual lately, and I suspect it's a combination of grief and Ozempic, maybe with the addition of being sick thrown in. When I say food is harder, it's because I'm not hungry, but also I can recognize that my body needs to eat, and also that I don't have the mental energy to plan out what I'm eating then buy groceries then do food prep and cook and finally eat and clean up. It is just more energy than I have right now, especially when food isn't all that interesting to me. 

I don't normally have these issues. I like food. Eating is pleasurable and enjoying good food is one of the good things in life. But depression is a bitch. I used to have foodie dates with my beloved family member who died, and so I haven't been interested in things like that. I'm mostly just eating in a way that will meet the needs of my body with the least amount of energy output. So it's really no surprise that I'm not enthused about what I'm eating because it's sustenance rather than pleasurable.

I'm going with a lot of prepared meals lately. Factor has been a godsend so that when I know I need to eat, I can just grab a meal and pop it in the microwave. At least it's real food too and not heavily processed frozen meals, although those certainly have their moments too! I do find that the meal delivery services like Factor (you can get $80 off your first box using my link!) provide healthier choices compared to takeout or fast food. There's less sodium and unhealthy fats added just for flavour like you'd find at a restaurant, and they aren't as boring as a salad; they taste really delicious for the calorie count!

And I'm just continuing to take things one day at a time. I can't solve all my problems at once. Some of them aren't even solvable; they just need to be survivable. All I can do is my best and some days that's going to be better than others. Someone made an interesting comment to me and it's so true; if our best was something we could do every day, then it wouldn't be our best, it would be average. Our best is going to fluctuate from day to day and that's okay too. What's important is trying, and continuing to put one foot in front of the other.

So the scale this week still didn't hit as low as the lowest I saw last week, but I can't complain about 4.8 lbs in the last two weeks- that's amazing at any time, let alone this far into a weight loss journey. I'll just keep going, continue to do the best I can in terms of caloric intake, and get to the gym whenever I can. I'm hoping to go later today but I just picked up some extra hours at work so we'll have to see how that goes. If not- tomorrow for sure!




OZ Week 53 gain: 1.4 lbs continuing dose at 0.75mg
OZ Week 55 gain: 1.6 lbs
OZ Week 56 loss: 0.6 lbs
OZ Week 57 loss: 2.0 lbs
OZ Week 58 loss: 2.4 lbs
OZ Week 61 gain: 5.4 lbs
OZ Week 62 loss: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 63 loss: 3.0 lbs
OZ Week 64 loss: 1.0 lb
OZ Week 65 loss: 0.4 lbs
OZ Week 66 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 67 loss: 0 lbs
OZ Week 68 loss: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 69 gain: 0.2 lbs
OZ Week 70 gain: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 71 loss: 2.4 lbs
OZ Week 72 loss: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 73 loss: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 74 loss: 1.0 lb
OZ Week 75 loss: 0.8 lb
OS Week 76 gain: 1.4 lbs
OZ Week 77 loss: 5.0 lbs
OZ Week 78 gain: 0.4 lbs
OZ Week 79 loss: 4.0 lbs
OZ Week 80-87: on hiatus due to grief
OZ Week 88 gain: 9.4 lbs
OZ Week 89 loss: 0.4 lbs raised dose to 0.85mg
OZ Week 90 loss: 1.8 lbs
OZ Week 91 loss: 5.2 lbs
OZ Week 92 gain: 0.6 lbs
OZ Week 93: no weigh in
OZ Week 94: gain: 2.2 lbs
OZ Week 95 loss: 1.0 lb
OZ Week 96 loss: 0.2 lb
OZ Week 97 loss: 3 lbs
OZ Week 98 loss: 1.8 lbs

Total loss on Ozempic so far: 88.2 lbs