I've been hoping that things would slow down a bit in my life so I could relax and focus on getting a good night's rest and lowering my stress levels, but apparently I'm existing on stress and caffeine at this point. It's not really a surprise the scale isn't moving much, but a little disappointing.
That being said, I think some of my perceptions may be off, because the Lose It app tells me I've lost 6.8lbs in the last month, and 20.4lbs in the last 3 months, and those are perfectly awesome numbers! Have I been bouncing around a bit? Yes, but the trend is still going lower, and solidly in the healthy weight loss category, so I need to focus on that. The longer term trends are far more important than any individual week.
And also- my loss this week pushed me over a new milestone!
I feel confident that I'll reach my current goal weight, and perhaps even go for a little more, but I'll see how I feel when I get there. We'd be in uncharted waters then! I don't think I ever really considered giving up this time around though. Failure is not an option when your doctor tells you to make changes before you die. If it takes longer because of slower loss? I've got all the time I need and I'm in no hurry (as long as I make my HealthyWager loss by November, but I'm less than 10lbs away so I feel like I don't have to worry about that!).
I have noticed a little more loose skin on my legs than I'd like, but it sure beats the alternative of having it taut with fat. If my loss starts to slow down, hopefully that will be more time for my skin to adjust and tighten up again, and I'm going to keep up my exercise program because I know that helps, too. I'm also taking collagen in the hopes it will help. I've read not to even worry about loose skin until you've maintained your weight consistently for a year, to give your body a chance to catch up naturally. If there's any way to avoid going under the knife, I'll take it- I've heard quite a few horror stories about nerve damage and other issues. It still is surgery, after all.
So again, I'm back to my standby of one day at a time, and just doing the best I can, while also still taking time to stop and smell the roses and enjoy life. Don't pass up special occasions because you're worried about the scale. Put on that bathing suit even if you're not at goal, and go have fun at the beach. As in so much of life, I think balance is the most important thing. That, and keep taking those baby steps!
OZ Week 3 gain: 2.0lbs
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